#Ethereal #STSG – One cannot exist without another.
“One cannot exist without another” —but they as well, cannot exist together.
“Such a cruel, cruel world...” he said while showing me his painful-yet-pretty-smile to me, right before he shut his eyes and never comeback. His last gaze, his last voice, his last smile… Why should all of it ends in a hurtful way? I can still hear his voice calling my name in the way where any other people couldn’t say it the way he calls my name. The hell I did in my past life to receive this fate? God, I pray to you to make him stay. But the final is, I end up didn’t have the right to be with him, right? “Ah, what a cruel, cruel world...” I said while recalling the same words that’s been lingering in my mind after he’s gone. How do I describe this pain? Pardon me if I’m being lousy cause I am. That’s why I’m asking, how do I describe this pain again? Wake up in the morning with no guts to live, faking smile, forcing myself to put a smile on my face when deep down inside, I’m dying. So tell me, how the hell I could bear this life without a soul?
“One cannot exist without another” —but they as well, cannot exist together. So maybe, just maybe, if God permit... In another life, let’s be together.
—cloudsans December 12th, 2023 / 15.27