#TDCProject – Pls, miss me.
I’ve been gone for 40 days. The saddest thing about it is, you didn’t looking for me. You didn’t leave a message or ask my friends where i am. You didn’t even try to miss me, to feel the loneliness when i am away. Can you pass the days without me? Aren’t you feeling bad when your lover out of line? Or i never really been your lover? That’s why you didn’t chase after me. But, am i nothing in your life? And now i am still gone. Losing both myself and your existence.
But day 50: please, try to miss me, just pls.
For a hundred times I try to reach you, just to make sure if you really ever miss me. I made a deal with myself if the answer is “No”, then I will not call you anymore. I’m not gonna miss you, if that's what you want “us” to be. But one day if you miss the way I call your name or the way we typed “Hello” in the beginning of the night, and you found out that I will no longer exist.
Will you miss me? Can’t you just.... miss me?
—cloudsans, terdevan May 4th, 2016 / 9:22 p.m