#WordsUnsaid – From Me
“Can’t I?” “Can’t I be the one you like the most?”
For the first time in my life, I want to be another me. I want to stop being a good girl. For a second, I thought if you were still there, what would I do? Can I be the one that you wanted? Can I stop you from waiting? But you looked so cold and I can’t just leave you alone like that. You just kept on waiting for her, what more can I do? “I'll staying here, I'll wait for her.” You said with your frozen lips.
If only I didn’t tell her, if only I was the one you’re waiting for, if only I can be the one you like the most… But I was too late. I’m just a coward who can’t do anything to erase a thousand memories that you’ve shared together with her.
“We’re friends, right?” I am an idiot, am I? I should never say those fool words… I like you. I… like you.
—cloudsans 01 July 2015 / 13:36