#FlowerProject – Sweet Pea (goodbye or thank you for a lovely time).

And then you handed me a bouquet of beautiful Sweet Peas. I wonder why you gave me those flowers? For the first minute, I can’t believe it. The next minute, I can’t stop staring at those sweet flowers. It’s obviously beautiful, just like your last steps at the airport. And I just started missing you right now, but I know you won’t feel the same way as I do.

I wonder why you can’t give me at least a warm hug before you go. I always think that all the times we spent together actually meant something.

Sweet Pea? Why would you give me this flower?

—cloudsans August 12th, 2015

#FlowerProject – Carnation (pure love).

The words “Be well” seem like a knife for me. Thunder keeps repeating on that cloudy night, and as time passed by, my tears already filled up in between my eyes. You said “Be happy” without knowing that my happiness was already gone with all those cruel words you’ve said.

It is my mistake for missing you like this, it is my mistake for being so happy when you were still here with me, it is my mistake for loving you more than you love me. And of course, it is my mistake for still loving you even when you’ve already got a flower beside you.

—cloudsans November 09th, 2015